The Season of Viriditas

Tis the season of viriditas. It’s a Latin word that means ‘greenness” but to the 12th century Christian mystic Hildegard of Bingen, the term went beyond just a color. For her, viriditas was a symbol of the creative spark, the life force that permeates all existence and catalyzes the transformation from dormancy to bloom. This green vitality was seen as the physical expression of God’s presence, nurturing both the natural world and the human spirit. 

As camp is now awakening into its viridian season, I am aware of how the greening of all things is an invitation to explore the ways that God is “greening” our hearts, minds and spirit. By that, I mean that the Holy Spirit stirs in us to see anew the grace and peace of God’s love for each one of us. As we are living into Holy Week and the Easter season, we are reminded that we are a resurrection people, and we ultimately have Christ to thank for that; and we also have God’s creation as a visceral expression of what was once dormant that now is sprouting forth and green with new life. This is the pattern for us as disciples of Jesus: what was believed to be dead, is alive again. 

I’m excited to be thinking about how our summer together at camp recreates the creative spark of the Holy Spirit. What ways might campers, staff and volunteers be feeling are dormant in their lives, only to experience the power of God’s Spirit working through the ministry at camp as a kind of chrysalis experience!

Spring presents a viridian blueprint for renewal. When we are invited to embrace the energy of spring, we are invited to shed old patterns, rejuvenate our inner landscapes, and celebrate the continuous flow of life. My prayer for every camper, staff, volunteer, board member and camp supporter is that we experience God’s viriditas/renewal/awakening/resurrection in our lives and at camp this summer. Happy Easter! Happy Spring! Happy Viriditas!  

Winter: Unearthing God's Eco-Blueprint

The morning air was cold enough that the warm vapors of our breath appeared thick as smoke. And the crunch of our feet on the snowpack was the only sound that we heard all morning. It appeared the whole of creation lay in hibernation as our family hiked out towards the wilderness area at camp. As we walked across the footbridge at camp that acts as the wilderness gateway, my daughter stopped us and pointed upstream, “Wow, you couldn’t see that far into the forest this summer when we did our nature hikes at camp.” 

We turned and faced the direction in which she was pointing and realized that it was true. We could see much deeper into the forest now that the deciduous trees had dropped their leaves, and the understory brush was buried in snow. Deer trails that had been hidden in the thick foliage of summer were now highly visible. We could see the bobcat tracks that were alighted on the frozen stream. The snow-covered landscape amplified the quiet. What was once hidden in summer’s lush foliage now had given way to winter’s emergence. Only then did it dawn on me, that my daughter’s statement held a deeper meaning.

The eco-blueprint encrypted within God’s creation comes full circle with the cold, dark, dreary season of winter. At the winter solstice, the earth begins its long journey towards light. In the life of creation, it is midnight. The activity of summer has given way to the stillness of postponed activity. In that stillness and solitude, we rediscover what it means to be contemplative and to explore not only the dark nights of winter but also the deepness within our souls. 

The stillness of the season that we experience does not equate with death. For nothing is dead, only dormant. A wintering time is one of germination, a process of growth and transformation that we are unable to see with our own eyes. Yet deep within the soil, life is beginning the process of reactivating. We miss the point if we do not recognize that it is also a season for spiritual germination too as we deepen our prayer and meditative life in Christ. One way to do that is to seek a spiritual director to help integrate all aspects of one’s life and take stock of our discipleship. This is where we learn resiliency, not by being tested physically (although that does not hurt) rather by being tested spiritually. Why else do we say, “I’m experiencing a winter season in my life.” 

This is a season where we see our breath. The word breath in both Hebrew (ruah) and Greek (pneuma) also means wind and spirit. For many of us, we look back at the winters of our lives and we realize that is where we felt the presence of the Spirit. Those were the thin spaces where the Spirit breathed life back into us. Those were the moments when we realized that we were not dead, only in a state of dormancy where something new was germinating deep within us and we just could not see it. It was in the winter where it was quiet enough to amplify the still, small Voice. It was in the dark, dreary season where a way opened that we could not see in the lush summer of our lives.

It is all too easy to lose sight of the eco-blueprint found within wintertime and give into the shadow form of the season (depression, dismay, loneliness). When that happens, take a moment and step outside, and exhale those feelings into the cold air, and as you see your breath, remember that this is a time for seeing the Spirit alive and active in our lives.

(Originally published in Messenger magazine, December 2021)

 

God-with-us Rested

A Holy Saturday Reflection
Written for Michigan District Church of the Brethren in 2021

Thus, the heavens and the earth were finished, and all their multitude.  And on the seventh day God finished the work that he had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all the work that he had done. So, God blessed the seventh day and hallowed it, because on it God rested from all the work that he had done in creation. – Genesis 2:2-3 (NRSV) 

(As I write these words early in the morning of Holy Saturday, I am listening to Andrew Peterson’s album Resurrection Letters, Vol. 1. And I’m so moved by the song "God Rested" that I sensed I needed to build on the beautiful imagery of the song. Thanks AP. You continue to inspire me as a wordsmith and artist.)

It is finished.

Those last words now echoed in the recesses of their hearts.  

And it overshadowed what he’d proclaimed earlier, 

that he was the resurrection and the life. 

So, they did the ritual grief work of burial.

And as they wrapped his body in linen, 

it appeared that they too, 

were laying to rest their own hopes and dreams. 

The one they proclaimed with Hosanna while waving palm branches, 

now lay lifeless in the tomb.

As the sun was setting and the sabbath lay on the horizon,

As the stone was rolled over the entrance,

they walked away sighing his last words,

It is finished.

For them it was. 

It was over. 

Perhaps the most important non-words in all Scripture appear in 

the space between John 19:42 and John 20:1.

What’s happening in the blank space on the page remains a mystery.

Yet we’ve somehow heard this story before.

It feels familiar, only now being told in reverse. 

God rested.

The work was done, 

It was the seventh day, 

and it was blessed, 

and it was good.

While the darkness covered his face in the tomb, 

the ruah of God hovered

over the deep abyss of death.

Recreating humanity in a new image. 

Calling forth Light and Life. 

For those who proclaimed him as Lord and Messiah,

their world now felt like a formless void.

It was indeed finished,

but it was not over.

It is only the beginning.

They just couldn’t see it.

It is the seventh day. 

And God-with-us rested. 

God's Eco-Bluprint for Spring

It was the first time this spring that the soil had softened enough that my bare feet were no longer walking on the earth, but in it. That cold, soft, soggy soil squished and slurped between my toes with every step. It’s no wonder that the part of our body that has the most contact with God’s creation is called our soles. For I can attest that the way to my own soul occurs when my bare soles are interacting with creation. It’s there that the inner landscape reconnects with the outer landscape. It’s there that adam (Hebrew for human) reunites with adamah (Hebrew for earth). 

My soles are caked in the mud because I am engaged in my concentric prayer walk. In doing so, I am communing with creation as though it were a spiritual director or what the Irish call anam cara (soul friend). 

I’ve found that there is an ecological and seasonal blueprint encrypted within God’s creation. And it has led to a joyful discovery that I’ve come to know as God’s Eco-Blueprint. And each season is imprinted with its own meanings and lessons. 

Springtime is a season for awakening and activating the parts of our lives that have been dormant. The warming of the earth begins to crack the wintry cocoon that we’ve been living in.  And as the Light gets to us, we’re invited to emerge and begin detoxing our minds, bodies, and souls. This leads us to feelings of new beginnings, fresh possibilities for our lives. 

For we know that the Resurrection story is one that emerges from death to new life. From deep within the earth, Christ reemerges from the muddy mess of death so that our lives and souls are made fertile again.

Spring is a time for inspiration and excitement. It cajoles us to play and be joyful. To reconnect with our childhood passions. In doing so, we reclaim feelings of joy, hope, wonder and awe. We are inspired to tap into artistic, creative expressions such as writing, painting, woodcraft, making music, and singing.  

The vernal equinox is a time when both night and day are equally balanced. We’re reminded that we too must find balance in our spiritual and corporal lives. Perhaps we feel the urge to get our hands and feet dirty again by gardening, hiking or even tackling those outside projects that have been put on hold.

It is simply a season for in which water takes center stage. Whether by rains nourishing the earth or new life breaking the waters in pregnancy, water is what creates, sustains, and regenerates life. Historically in the church, spring is the season for baptism. Perhaps you could consider baptism or renewing your baptismal vows. Even the mud, which is part earth and part water, serves as a reminder that what animated our existence were both the dusty earth and the humid vapors of breath.

And as I glance down at my muddied soles, it would be easy to live into spring’s shadow side which is not inspiration rather agitation. That’s what happens when we do not take the lessons of spring to heart. It’s easier to be agitated by muddy situations than to see the fresh possibilities waiting to unfurl beneath the surface. So, I choose to see these muddy conditions as an environment where new life is possible. So too is the soil of our own souls that have endured a season of winter are now being muddied for the new thing that God is about to do. Are we paying attention?

[Published in Messenger Magazine, March 2021]