Musings from a mystical, eco-Anabaptist exploring the intersections of Christian discipleship, creation connection, masculine spirituality, liminality, and communal ritual space for transformation.
December 31, 2007
Looking ahead to 2008
1. Reach my goal weight of 175 lbs.
2. Record a demo CD of my own original music
3. Have the first 150 pages of my suspense novel complete
4. Do my Vision Quest or take the Advanced Standard class at Tracker School
5. I won't shave off my Brethren beard at all this year (commemorating the CoB's 300th Anniversary) If I do reach my goal weight, I will plan to be clean shaven so that I can prove I have a jawline... other than that I plan to keep the beard
6. Make a point to journal daily if not weekly
December 19, 2007
We are a moment
Dearest Father,
Creator God,
Embracing Mother,
Dwelling in the realm beyond our present seeing,
Your Spirit presence
Within every created thing.
May your name be reverenced in Holy honor.
May your reign be established,
The reign of justice and peace,
The reign of healing and well being,
Your will for all people,
Begun in Christ,
May it now be completed
On Earth,
As it is within the realm beyond our present sight,
Known in some deep place within us,
Half remembered from our beginning,
Longed for as our truest home.
We seek your provision,
The bread of our daily needs.
Forgive us the wrongs we have committed
Against others,
Against your creation,
Against your created order,
Against ourselves,
Against you.
In light of our understanding of your forgiveness of us
We cannot help but forgive all who have committed wrongs
Against us.
Lead us away from desires
That would be harmful to us or others.
Rescue us from the hold evil has on us.
Nurture in us desire
That expresses a passion for living fully.
Your reign is life,
Yours is enduring power,
Yours the glory that does not fade.
We are a moment,
You are forever. Amen
December 16, 2007
Thanks Rocky...
Nonetheless, I picked myself back up and kept on pushing myself in the gym (I've discovered how good the Rocky Soundtracks are for working out) and avoiding temptations with my meals. If you were to ask my wife, she'd verify that I have been on ACTIVE overdrive this past week... I have just so much energy...
15 pounds! I AM doing it and I WILL get there!
Keep cheering me on.
December 10, 2007
December 06, 2007
Discoveries
So why do I track?
Because I've learned as much about myself as I have the animals I've tracked. I'm discovering what qualities come alive in me that allows me to track in my own unique way. There is something raw about the nature of tracking. When I am down in the dirt studying a track, I'm suddenly participating in a mystery, since I may never catch up to the one leaving the prints or other sign. And it's at that moment something in me begins to change. It's as if I'm growing wild with fur or claws or a tail. I'm connected to nature/creation in a such a way that most people only romanticize about. I am living the words of the Inuit poet Nalungiaq:
In the very earliest time,
when both people and animals lived on the earth,
a person could become an animal if he wanted to
and an animal could become a human being.
Sometimes they were people
and sometimes animals
and there was no difference.
All spoke the same language.
December 03, 2007
Scariest Video Ever?
Advent ramblings... er... devotional thoughts?
1. Get priorities straight: I need to spend more time in Advent (awaiting Jesus' coming) rather than Venting on Ads (commercialism of the season).
2. If you are entering into Advent does that then become an Adventure? (you=u, are=r, entering=e) How does Jesus' coming to earth as a child make our life an Adventure?
Remember I said it first...